Before I Die 100-75

I figure, it's going to take me a while to write this list, so why not put it in parts.
Four of them to be exact.

So, why not start it eh?

100. Learn to beatbox. I've said it before, and I will said it a million times. Like, i can NOT die until I've learned how to beatbox.
99. Spend more than 300$ on a purse. Yeah, sure spend my money on material things? No big deal right? Wrong. It's very hard for me to spend money. I'm so cheap. Like buying things at the dollar store hurts me.
98. Go one whole year without ever buying a pair of shoes. Considering I'm cheap and all, I have a shoe addiction. It's unhealthy
97. Take up piano again. A large part of my life I let get pushed aside.
96. Read Every single Stephen King Book. At least 5 times. AT LEAST.
95. Get in a plane, and not freak out. This coming from a girl who can't stand on a chair without having a small panic attack.
94. Be part of something. A book club, a band, a no-boys-allowed club. just something.
93. Learn all the words to every single Smiths song.
92. Bake a cake. from scratch. For someone. For no reason.
91. Live off of PEI for more than one full year.
90. Donate money to charity.
89. Be comfortable with myself (I'll be really disappointed if I don't get this one done)
88. Ride in a train. Because it'll make me feel like i'm going to Hogwarts.
87. Own my own house. (lame eh?)
86. Mustang. Orange plz.
85. Forgive that one person.
84. Go Sailing. because for a girl who lives on an island, I've only ever been on a ferry. once.
83. Meet my internet/blogger friends IRL. Cause, y'all are important to me. :D
82. Find out why it is that 82 is my favourite number. There's a reason I'm sure.
81. bake fudge as good as Grammy's
80. Take a legit vacation to somewhere tropical in the winter time.
79. Make a short film.
78. Buy a dalmatian, and depending on it's gender call it Perdy or Pongo.
77. Road trip!
76. be more open. I tend to not ever talk about things.
75. take the time to find meaning again.




And that's it folks. Well for this edition anyhow.
Also, if you've not heard about it yet, MTV has a new show called The Buried Life,about 4 guys who have a list of things they wanna do, and everytime they complete something on their list, they help someone knock something off a list of their own. It's beautiful really.

http://www.mtv.ca/tvshows/buried-life/index.jhtml
www.theburiedlife.com



♥ b.

times eight

I'll admit I stole this from another spectacular blogger. Check her out? kthx.



8 Things I look forward to
1) Summertime. I always look forward to summer.
2) Seeing more movies this month than I can imagine.
3) Going back to America, when I have both the money and the time.
4) My dad being able to go back to work. He'll be so excited when he can walk again
5) Taking pictures in the snow.
6) Spending more time on 'me'
7) Finishing school.
8) Taking a year off to save up some money to school elsewhere :)


8 Things I did yesterday (in order)

1) Woke up, too early and fell back asleep
2) Woke up again, and checked my computer for any messages.
3) Walked to my friends house.
4) Took the bus to see Avatar (in 3D... again)
5) Got home, and browsed the internet some more.
6) Watched some crazy Irish movie called 'Kisses'
7) Spent some time alone.
8) Talked to someone I enjoy greatly :)

8 Things I wish I could do

1) Be Brave.
2) Apparate. Like really, it would be so much easier.
3) Play guitar
4) Sing well. I just think it would be nice.
5) Travel more.
6) Understand myself a bit more. I'm confusing to say the least.
7) Punch someone in the face, without regret.
8) Ride a horse.

8 Movies I love right now

1) Amelie
2) Avatar!<3
3) UP
4) The Pianist
5) District 9
6) Across the Universe
7) Penelope
8) Jeux D'enfants.

8 Albums I currently adore

1) White Water, White Bloom - Sea Wolf
2) Meat Is Murder - The Smiths
3) Set Yourself on Fire - Stars
4) Party Rock - LMFAO (don't judge me)
5) Like Vines - The Hush Sound
6) The Fame Monster - Lady Gaga
7) Across the Universe Soundtrack
8) Do You Like Rock Music? - British Sea Power

10 things in twenny ten

I know I said I didn't have many resolutions, in-fact... I said I didn't have any at all.
When really I do. Kinda.
I guess they aren't really resolutions just some things that I've been meaning to do. And I have two lists.
A 2010 list, and a 'before i die' list. Not that I plan on dying anytime soon, I just feel like if I write them down, it'll be easier to remember to do them.

For the year 2010 I have 10 things that I want to do.
twenny10, 10 things. clever eh?

10. Finish School- Simple right? Wrong, it's tough for me... but i'ma do it.
9. Sort Things Out - Without getting to much into it, there's someone I gotta sort things out with.
8.Draw at least one picture per week. I just need to draw more.
7. Pack up and leave - Not that I don't love home, i just really need to get out of here for a while.
6. Own that Buzz Lightyear toy. Like I seriously need it
5. Go back to America - Maybe stay longer this time
4. Save money for things such as 5 and 6.
3. Learn how to play Guitar
3.5 get over the fact that my hands are too small for such actitivies.
2. Watch more foreign films.
1. Love.


I'm still working on the 'before I die' list, but you can expect it soon :)

Don't Worry.

It's already 3 days into the 'new' year, and I've yet to make a resolution.
I suppose I could just do what i do every year, and just ignore it.

I don't need to change right? Right? Wrong.
I do. But I can't commit. I know I should change, I want to change, but everytime I try... I fail.

I fail at changing.


And while I may get advice like 'Don't change who you are'.
And while I'd love to actually take, and agree with that advice... you just don't know me like I do.

So, for the first time I'm going to make a resolution, and commit at trying my best to achieve it.

This year: Be Happy.
I'm too tired to deal with this anymore. I'm just too tired.

just becky

So, after eons of searching I think I've finally figured out just who it is that I am.

I am Becky, not Rebecca, just Becky.
I'm the kind of girl who thoroughly enjoys indie rock, yet at the same time loves classical.
I always try to find the best in everyone, and every situation, and while it doesn't always work... I do it none-the-less.
I always take Nat King Cole's advise, and smile... even though my heart is breaking.
I don't like to bother people with the dramas in my life, but I enjoy helping people work through their own.
I'm the kind of girl who will hold a grudge for too long.
In-fact, I'm the kind of girl who will hold on to anything too long. Feelings, memories, and receipts.
I'm the kind of girl who particularly enjoys love, I'll admit I'm a hopeless romantic.
I'm the type of girl who will do just about anything for her best friends, or even a complete stranger if it was needed.
I'm the kind of girl who may forget where your from upon first meeting you, but soon enough I won't forget much about you.
I remember useless things, but can't remember things that I need to know.
I'm the kind of girl, who may not love herself all the time, but I will love the beauty that the world provides my eyes with.
The type, who doesn't like to eat animals because it's unfair.
The type, who contradicts herself frequently, and enjoys being so sarcastic that people have a hard time figuring out if she's serious or not.
I may cry to much, but I smile enough to balance it out.
I'm not a complex girl, but I may get confused.
I don't particularly like my image, but I will take a compliment when it's given. I love telling people things that they like to hear, but only if it's the truth.
I'm the kind of girl who feels like being lied to is the worst thing to do. I forgive but I never forget.

I'm the kind of girl who, though I may not enjoy it all, appreciates everything.
This recently includes myself.


♥ b.

christmastimes.

It's Christmas time.


Have a merry jolly festive day and such :)

<3 b.

20 things that are easier to say with song

Sometimes, there are things you want to say to people,to everyone, but fear it'll hurt them, or change their opinion of me. This is what I have to say but can't. So, I'll use these songs to help me.

1. I thought I was someone else, someone good.
2. I won't forget you, at least I'll try.
3. I want you, I want you so bad.
4. You're so vain.
5. Don't walk away.
6. You know I love you.
7. Holy cow, I love your eyes.
8. I'm tangled up in you.
9. I'll have faith in all you do.
10. I'll die young, unless I change my ways.
11. I don't love you anymore.
12. I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can't seem to get out of this slump.
13. There's a possibility.
14. Nothing is real.
15. Do you even know how much it hurts, that you gave up on me?
16. It's true.... I mean it.
17. I wanna kiss a girl, I wanna kiss a girl, I wanna kiss a boy.
18. It's getting hard to be someone, but it all works out.
19. I'm the president of your fan club.
20. Tell me why I can't be there where you are.


We all have them. Things that, no matter how much you think you can say, you just can't. I may think I'm brave, but in reality... I'm not.

♥ b.