Monday, November 29, 2010

charleston chews.

they're delicious.
Tonight I cried so hard I couldn't breathe, because I thought I was about to lose someone I couldn't stand losing.

It's been a long time since that happened, and it was unpleasant.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Lady in a Dragon Sweater

I do not like the viscosity of pudding, but I like the taste(usually), it causes many a problem. I find that happens a lot, in which I don't like the texture of something, but I love the taste. Then I just usually don't eat it.
I don't like it when things feel weird in my mouth(twss).

I need a vacation from the wind and the rain. I want more sunshine. When I wake up in the morning I was to see happiness in the skies. Don't get me wrong, I love the rain, and I love cloudy days. But this is just getting boring. I'm too happy for these gloomy days.
It's almost winter, the days are getting shorter, the nights are getting colder, and I really need a hug to keep me warm.
Volunteers?

I have officially started a countdown. I'm going to vist a few friends in the neighboring province which I've known about since the summer, and now as it's only about a month away, I feel like I can count down.
I'll be leaving my peaceful, little, boring island life of solitude for 4 whole days of Nova Sco-tee-ah. Full of friends, laughs, and hardly any sleep. I'm excited to make this journey all by myself. 4 hours of driving all alone, with my music, my thoughts, no one to bother me. It will be lovely!

Did I tell you I'm moving to England? No? Well I am. I'm hoping to get into a school there to study photography, but if I don't get in I'll go anyway. I'll find work.

♥b

I want a Dalmatian.

Monday, October 18, 2010

unknown

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Without Much Regard To The Moon

Or the stars.


Thinking: Something I haven't been doing a lot of, until lately.

I've spent the whole summer lounging about, spending my days at the beach, or reading, painting, drawing, you name it.
Which, aside from the never having money to do anything of any substance was quite splendid.
Now, the summer is almost over, and I've been working full time for about a month. The money is lovely, incredible actually, but I have less time for me.
Less time to explore the very depths of my own mind, less time to go to Narnia, or Camp Half-Blood.
Less time to draw myself new places to visit, new identities, new creatures.
Less time to work on the only tan I've had since I was 6 years old.

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE working, I really do. I work in a bookshop, and for an avid reader, it's glorious to get to interact, and discuss what you've read(or are reading) with people for hours on end.
It's like I'm getting paid for book club.

School: I think I graduated

I've successfully complete 2 years of school, and graduated with pretty good grades, and a diploma in something I'm not even using.
Now, it's not that I'm bad at what I learned, it's just I don't think I'm that good.
My parents tell me I'm great, but I'm a bit skeptical at believing them.

But questioning my skills aside, I've been thinking that I want to do more. I want to learn more, and see more.
Do I go back into chemistry like I had originally planned?
Or, do I continue along the route of art? I've been thinking a lot about Art History, or just history in general. While they both intrigue me, I have absolutely no idea what one would do with a major in Art History.
And the more I think about it, the more I fear that I'm not cut out for anything, and I'm destined to be stuck on the Island, working in the bookshop for the rest of my life.


Travel: I really need to get out more.

I'm a curious, 21 year old girl with an interest in photography. I like to see the world the way it was meant to be seen, tragic, and beautiful.
Saying that, I feel like I haven't seen enough of the world. I've been out of Canada one time, which for a girl who lives in a community where everyone knows everyone else it was absolutely incredible!
I liked not knowing where I was going, who I was going to meet, or what I would see. I want more of that. I want more of this


People: Sometimes I like them.

My friends are all of back to university, and I'm here left alone. I bet you're probably thinking "stupid girl, stop complaining", but I don't like being alone. I never really have. I mean, I like having time to myself, but I like it when my friends are around when I need them to be and such.

Recently I've been talking to someone, with whom I lost touch with for a while. Not that it was wanted, but things happen and days pass by. Unconnected.
Have you ever known exactly how you feel about someone, but could never put words to it? I'm having this dilemma right now. Just knowing this person exists, brightens my day. I've been sat here for 20 minutes trying to find words to describe how fond I am of this person, but it's hard. They can make me smile when everything is falling to bits, and I find it very difficult to have a conversation with them without giggling uncontrollably. And when they say Hi to me, I light up.
I only wish they could see it.

Then one more thing about people, I've finally managed to get over it.
It took me longer than I wanted, but it's over, and I'm okay.



Myself: silly girl with too much time on her hands

Without getting too much into it, I had the idea not long ago where I was boring.
I thought about getting into some bad things to 'spice' up my life, if you will.
I've gotten past it, and have decided that even if I am boring, then I'm okay with it.
My life may be monotonous at times, but it is just that, my life.
So I should probably learn to enjoy it eh?

I'm working on it.


It's been a while, I hope to see you around more often

♥ b.

Trouble is a friend, but trouble is a foe.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Yet again

While I hate to admit it, I feel as though I'm being replaced... again.

♥b.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

A challenge of sorts.

So, I decided to do the '30 letter' challenge thing.
Though, let's be honest here, I most definitely will not get one in every day.
I'll likely start a new blog, as I don't want to clutter up this one with emotional and messed up letters to people in my life.
There's a list as to who you're writing too, and I'm going to follow the list, but I'm not going to specify which letter was which, I'm not going to name any names, and mostly it'll just be for me.

But, if you're interested in reading them, you can find them here

I'll be updating them as often as I feel like, and when they're done, I may use that blog for more challenges along the way!

&hearts: b

and it'll probably be dark when me meet.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Living is easy with eyes closed.

The first of the year I wrote a list of ten things I wanted to do in 2010.

I feel like I've accomplished enough of that list to go through, and see what I have and have not done

10. Finish School- Check
9. Sort Things Out - Check
8.Draw at least one picture per week. Check(sofar)
7. Pack up and leave - NOTcheck
6. Own that Buzz Lightyear toy. NOTcheck
5. Go back to America - NOTcheck
4. Save money for things such as 5 and 6.
3. Learn how to play Guitar0 - Working on it
3.5 get over the fact that my hands are too small for such actitivies. - Dealing
2. Watch more foreign films. -Check
1. Love. -Check.

For a while there were a couple things on the list that I didn't think were possible.
6 months to finish the rest, I think I can manage.

♥b

Isn't it strange, how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes?

Thursday, June 3, 2010

BRB

I would explain,
And I really would love too.

It's just, I'm too tired.

And, you probably aren't interested anyway.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

untitled.

I hate it when people become really big assholes all of a sudden for no reason.

That is all.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Don't Stop Believing.

Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world. She took the midnight train going anywhere.

Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit. He took the midnight train going anywhere.


You and me babe.

How 'bout it.


♥ b.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Fighting with Time and Space.

I'm done with lyrics, with cryptic.
All I want is the beauty that things can really be.
It seems that I've been too busy covering my eyes, my mind, and my imagintation.
Now, nothing is the way I wanted it to have been.
The violin has been playing,
You and I both know, it's never been something you've enjoyed.
Frankly, there's something else we both know.
You're just unwilling to admit to it, And hold on to a future unseen.
I've been where you haven't, you're going where I'm not.
The new land is calling,
and the reply has been sent.


♥ b.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

And, I've got some favourite things.

Alana from THISBLOGOFWONDER asked some questions, and since I ramble, I made it a post.
She's awesome.
These are my answers.
that is all.

Favourite:

Song:This is hard for me, I have a lot of favourite songs... But I'ma go with 'Moonlight Sonata' Preferably the first movement, but the whole thing radiates a beauty like none other.
Place: The Beach. Always the beach.
Film: This is as hard as picking my favourite song, but currently it`s The Pianist.
Author: Steve Berry, for now.
Book: This probably makes me hyper lame, but... Moby Dick.
Series: HARRY POTTER.
Month: May.
Chocolate: Cadbury chocolate is godlike.
Person:
Road: (you don't have to name it, just describe) There's this road that I have to go down to get to my favourite beach. It's a dirt road, and there's farm on either side. Cows are oft near the wooden fence that's falling apart, the sides are lined with Lupins , and it leads to the beach.
House: (doesn't have to be one you've lived in) For me to tell you this you have to understand that PEI has two cities. I live in one for school, and my home is in the other. So anytime I travel from one city to the other I see this house. It's far back from the road, and the drive is roped off. The windows are boarded up, and no one has lived there for as long as I can remember. I want to live there some day.
Weather: Summer rain.
Season: Sprin.
City: New York :)
TV Show: Heroes.
Album: Currently Vauxhall and I - Morrissey
Cartoon Character: Buzz Lightyear.
Non-Fiction book: A Boy Called It. I think?
Animal: Elephants.

Monday, March 29, 2010

And things have changed.

I'm not who I was anymore.
I can see things better, and I can't be bothered with pretending anymore.
i'm done.

just done.

♥ b.

Friday, March 5, 2010

And it doesn't work that way

I want to kiss your face a thousand times, and tell you everything will be okay.

I want to hug you so tight, so you feel like everything will be okay.

I want to hold your hand, so you know everything will be okay.

But, as much as I want to... I can't.

That doesn't mean that you won't be alright, and that doesn't mean you can just give up.
You're beautiful, cheer up. Smile, with that gorgeous smile. And show people that they can't bring you down.


♥ b.

You'll see that life is still worth-while, if you just smile.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

And there was trouble.

In my family of course.

My brother has hit this stage where he feels like he's the king of the universe. You know, as most 16 year olds do.
Anyhow, apparently last weekend he and my dad had a huge fight. So, brother packed up and went to the lady friends for the night. Thing is, he called home later and informed the parentals that he would not be back.
Ever.

That is, until the male parental called and told brother that he wanted him home.
The mother was upset of course, as one could imagine a mother would be hearing such things.

Sometimes I find it hard to take sides in situations like this. Not just because I wasn't there to know exactly what happened. But because, with the father and the brother... you never know who said what, who started it, or who ended it. They're both very stubborn men, and hate to lose.
But, the fact that this even happened worries me.
What happens if dad and brother fight again? What if it's worse? What if brother doesn't come back this time?

I feel like sister needs to be there more for brother like I would be if I was around. But sister doesn't care about other peoples problems often, and likes to judge.

He just needs someone to talk to about things.

♥ b

i've got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

and it's been 2 days

Since I've had some sleep.

I tried what you told me, and it didn't work.

I think I'll call a doctor. Yes... definitely.

♥ b.

So, if you love me let me go.

Monday, February 22, 2010

And I can't stop listening.

To Nat King Cole.
Just one song in particular.
Smile. I bet you know it. If not, you can find it HERE.

Even you can't deny it's beautiful. And no matter how much of a bad mood I'm in, it always does make me smile.



So lately I haven't been sleeping. Like, at all. I get about 2-3 hours of sleep at night.
This has fucked me over on more than one occasion. I've several friends telling me to go see a doctor, but I just don't want to.
I hate doctors you see.
Bad experiences.


♥ b.


Smile, though your heart is aching.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

And I cry everytime.

Even though I've seen it like a million times.
Titanic makes me cry every-time the boat sinks.

it's just so sad.

♥ b

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Tim Hortons is my love

I just trekked for 30 minutes in 3 feet of snow to get a coffee.

Addicted? Maybe.

But it's so good.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

And it was.

And so he said to me,
'When ever I hear this song, I think of you.'

And I said,
':)'


And it was nice.


♥b.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Tiiiinnnneees! Tinnnnnneeeeess!

So, as most of you probably already know, it's valentines day.

Valentines day and myself have never really been in good company.
(Why yes, I am one of those bitter girls who doesn't enjoy Valentines day)

However, I do have a date with Percy Jackson for the rest of the day. I don't care if he's 13, he's bad-ass, and a demi-god. YEAH.


♥b

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Without mentioning any names.

I've always wanted to write a letter to myself at age 12. Normally, it would be done at a more 'life-changing' age, but a lot happens before I turn 16... right so here goes.

Becky: Age 12,

By this time, I'm sure you've found out that you made it into band. Don't be scared though, I know you probably feel like you have a lot to live up to after Lindy, but all will be well. In-fact, you'll be a slightly better clarinet player then she ever was. Enjoy that while it lasts. Have fun in band, don't let your shy-ness get the better of you... for it is here, you will meet one of your best friends. Best friends you'll remain for years to come until she moves away. Which, will be hard... but you'll accept it after a while.
Move away from your original circle of friends, they're all going to go down paths you don't want to be on anyway. You'll find new friends. Some good, some bad, and some down right horrible. Try not to think too much of the horrible ones, what's a young girls life if not to have some bad friends right?
Your life is going to pass by pretty pleasantly through Junior High, and you'll enjoy it. So, when it comes time to head to High School, you'll be sad to leave, but happy for your journey ahead. But, this is when it happens. The worst thing you'll ever have to go through no doubt. You won't believe it, in-fact not for a long time. You'll get sick, you'll get lost, and you'll get found. All will be well.
After that's done and over with, you will meet the three best friends you'll ever have, and ever need. They will save your life, keep you sane, make you smile, and be there when ever you need them. Hold on tight, and never let go of these three. You wouldn't be able to handle it without them. You'll learn to love, and appreciate music more than ever. The being shy thing? That'll go away, just wait. It's not so bad to talk to people. Upon graduation, you'll be heartbroken knowing you can't spend everysingle day in a familiar routine, with the people you've come to rely on... but eventually you will embrace it. University turns out, just isn't your thing, but you'll be okay with that. Art, film, photography, and music will all be the essence of your life. You'll analyze them, make them, create them, and love because of them.
Oh, speaking of live... you'll fall in love three times. Be careful, it'll hurt when your heart breaks, but it's bound to happen. Your first kiss will be a bit awkward cause you'll have no idea what's going on, or what to do. But it will always make you smile. As goes for your first love, even though it didn't work the way you wanted.
You're going to have to hurt someone, and you won't enjoy it one bit. In-fact... it'll hurt you a lot more knowing what it's going to do to them, but it needs to be done. So don't back out.

Learn to accept things, and don't dwell on the past. What's done is done.
You'll work your way through some tough times, and come out with some great friends, good experiences, and a generally good outlook on life.

-Becky:Age 20

Ps. Snowboarding? Probably not a good idea!

P.P.S. He's going to define the word love for you, don't be scared... you never know how it'll end up.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Stupid Girl

She doesn't have to go to work,
but she doesn't want to stay in bed.

cause it's changed from something comfortable, to something else instead.




I'm just really tired of all this.


♥ b

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Not a List

No, this time I actually feel as if I have something legit to write. And by 'legit' I mean, not a list.

It's 3:08AM, and for some peculiar reason, I'm wide awake. This could be because I had a nap this afternoon, or it could be because it's way too hot in my room. However, I think it might just be because I've a lot of things on my mind, that my brain won't let go of.

And such, with no one to talk to, I've resorted to posting a blog with everything that's on my mind.

This is fact, not fiction for the first time in years. I don't lie about things ever, but I feel like I've been telling people lies because I believe them to be truths.
Is it really a lie though, if what I'm telling you is something I think with everything that I am is true? Or is it still a lie, if it is in-fact... not the truth?
I don't what I'm saying anymore. To you, to myself, to the world. It doesn't make sense to me anymore. And while at the same time, it all makes sense. And I realize for any unfortunate soul who happens upon reading this, that it won't make any sense.

I know this, because I don't get it either.

My Heart.
It confuses me daily. My brain knows what it wants, but so does my heart. It's unfortunate really that they aren't the same thing.
conflicts.
I know in my heart I did the right thing, but a part of my brain disagrees.
Have you ever had that before? I'm sure you have... it can't just be me right? I hope not.
It's discouraging either way. And nothing good can ever come from a conflict such as that between the brain, and the heart. Which ever one you choose to side with, will end up jumping out of your body, with a knife to go a murder someones feelings.
asshole.

People.
My love-hate relationship with people grows each day. Sometimes it's more along the 'love' side. While more often than not it veers toward the 'hate' side. I'd like to be that girl who could accept the way people act, but I can't.
I can't accept that you won't leave me alone. I can't accept that you don't care about what happened. I can't accept that you pretend things are peachy. I can't accept that fact that you don't believe me. I can't accept the fact that you did what you did to me, no matter how great it may be. I can't accept the fact that you said what you did.
Over all. I can't accept you.
Not anymore.

Other People.
friends to be more specific. I've got great ones. I've got okay ones. And some that just don't bother. I've friends that I've known my whole life, and friends that I've never actually met before. Allow me to further discuss those friends in which I've never met.
Internet randoms. They're great. In-fact one of my best friends is an internet random. Now, I'm not going to get into the exact details of how we met, but let's just say creeping was involved. And such a friendship blossomed. Okay, so maybe he's a few years younger than me... but he knows a lot more about me than most people. Partially because we've realized we're the same person. Twins if you will.
separated at birth.
a whole ocean of separation.

And then, I have other friends. Real friends. Who, though I never ever see anymore. Know me better than anyone. Who I miss terribly when they're gone. But love to be around when we're together. I just miss them a lot.
morethananything.

School
sweetbabyjesus. Why did i ever decide to do what I'm doing? and when did I think it would be enjoyable? I mean, it's school... and since when has school been anything but crazy? But. Regrets.
regretsregrets.
I've decided though, i'm going to stop wasting my time in unnecessary endeavors upon 'graduation'. And take the time I need to save up money, buy a car, build a decent photographic portfolio, and apply to schools away from here. I've thought about one in Ireland, and one in Michigan. Both would offer me a degree in photography(were I to be accepted), and both offer me the opportunity to be around people I enjoy.
And while Ireland is full of irish people. America is closer to home.

And last but not least.

Dreams.
and no, not the 'goals' kind.
the type you have when you're asleep.
I've been having the same dream for days now. Now, normally I don't believe all that 'your dreams are telling you something' hullabaloo... but it's been almost a week straight. Each night, I have the same dream. Nothing is different. The clothing worn is the same, the haircut the same, the street names the same, the people, the same. The way things are said. You guessed it. THE SAME.



So now, when I go to bed, I think about all of those things. And there's much much much more to be said about each, but I've wasted your time long enough.




♥b

"Things will get better" i told myself
"No they won't" replied my reflection.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Jammers

Of the kool-aid variety.
They were on sale this week, so I picked up a box.

And I would like to say, that as a 20 year old. I think they're phenomenal.


♥b

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

2am. really?

Apparently, people...who shall remain nameless... like to be super loud whilst other people are sleeping.

And when sleeping person wakes up and asks awake person to be a little more quiet, they do not.

It's not like sleepy person dislikes awake person, it's just right now she's really angry because she was hoping tonight would be the first decent sleep she's had in a while. And like, she really wants awake person to be just a couple notches more quiet.

A few dB really is all she asks.

Only a few.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Before I Die 100-75

I figure, it's going to take me a while to write this list, so why not put it in parts.
Four of them to be exact.

So, why not start it eh?

100. Learn to beatbox. I've said it before, and I will said it a million times. Like, i can NOT die until I've learned how to beatbox.
99. Spend more than 300$ on a purse. Yeah, sure spend my money on material things? No big deal right? Wrong. It's very hard for me to spend money. I'm so cheap. Like buying things at the dollar store hurts me.
98. Go one whole year without ever buying a pair of shoes. Considering I'm cheap and all, I have a shoe addiction. It's unhealthy
97. Take up piano again. A large part of my life I let get pushed aside.
96. Read Every single Stephen King Book. At least 5 times. AT LEAST.
95. Get in a plane, and not freak out. This coming from a girl who can't stand on a chair without having a small panic attack.
94. Be part of something. A book club, a band, a no-boys-allowed club. just something.
93. Learn all the words to every single Smiths song.
92. Bake a cake. from scratch. For someone. For no reason.
91. Live off of PEI for more than one full year.
90. Donate money to charity.
89. Be comfortable with myself (I'll be really disappointed if I don't get this one done)
88. Ride in a train. Because it'll make me feel like i'm going to Hogwarts.
87. Own my own house. (lame eh?)
86. Mustang. Orange plz.
85. Forgive that one person.
84. Go Sailing. because for a girl who lives on an island, I've only ever been on a ferry. once.
83. Meet my internet/blogger friends IRL. Cause, y'all are important to me. :D
82. Find out why it is that 82 is my favourite number. There's a reason I'm sure.
81. bake fudge as good as Grammy's
80. Take a legit vacation to somewhere tropical in the winter time.
79. Make a short film.
78. Buy a dalmatian, and depending on it's gender call it Perdy or Pongo.
77. Road trip!
76. be more open. I tend to not ever talk about things.
75. take the time to find meaning again.




And that's it folks. Well for this edition anyhow.
Also, if you've not heard about it yet, MTV has a new show called The Buried Life,about 4 guys who have a list of things they wanna do, and everytime they complete something on their list, they help someone knock something off a list of their own. It's beautiful really.

http://www.mtv.ca/tvshows/buried-life/index.jhtml
www.theburiedlife.com



♥ b.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

times eight

I'll admit I stole this from another spectacular blogger. Check her out? kthx.



8 Things I look forward to
1) Summertime. I always look forward to summer.
2) Seeing more movies this month than I can imagine.
3) Going back to America, when I have both the money and the time.
4) My dad being able to go back to work. He'll be so excited when he can walk again
5) Taking pictures in the snow.
6) Spending more time on 'me'
7) Finishing school.
8) Taking a year off to save up some money to school elsewhere :)


8 Things I did yesterday (in order)

1) Woke up, too early and fell back asleep
2) Woke up again, and checked my computer for any messages.
3) Walked to my friends house.
4) Took the bus to see Avatar (in 3D... again)
5) Got home, and browsed the internet some more.
6) Watched some crazy Irish movie called 'Kisses'
7) Spent some time alone.
8) Talked to someone I enjoy greatly :)

8 Things I wish I could do

1) Be Brave.
2) Apparate. Like really, it would be so much easier.
3) Play guitar
4) Sing well. I just think it would be nice.
5) Travel more.
6) Understand myself a bit more. I'm confusing to say the least.
7) Punch someone in the face, without regret.
8) Ride a horse.

8 Movies I love right now

1) Amelie
2) Avatar!<3
3) UP
4) The Pianist
5) District 9
6) Across the Universe
7) Penelope
8) Jeux D'enfants.

8 Albums I currently adore

1) White Water, White Bloom - Sea Wolf
2) Meat Is Murder - The Smiths
3) Set Yourself on Fire - Stars
4) Party Rock - LMFAO (don't judge me)
5) Like Vines - The Hush Sound
6) The Fame Monster - Lady Gaga
7) Across the Universe Soundtrack
8) Do You Like Rock Music? - British Sea Power

Monday, January 4, 2010

10 things in twenny ten

I know I said I didn't have many resolutions, in-fact... I said I didn't have any at all.
When really I do. Kinda.
I guess they aren't really resolutions just some things that I've been meaning to do. And I have two lists.
A 2010 list, and a 'before i die' list. Not that I plan on dying anytime soon, I just feel like if I write them down, it'll be easier to remember to do them.

For the year 2010 I have 10 things that I want to do.
twenny10, 10 things. clever eh?

10. Finish School- Simple right? Wrong, it's tough for me... but i'ma do it.
9. Sort Things Out - Without getting to much into it, there's someone I gotta sort things out with.
8.Draw at least one picture per week. I just need to draw more.
7. Pack up and leave - Not that I don't love home, i just really need to get out of here for a while.
6. Own that Buzz Lightyear toy. Like I seriously need it
5. Go back to America - Maybe stay longer this time
4. Save money for things such as 5 and 6.
3. Learn how to play Guitar
3.5 get over the fact that my hands are too small for such actitivies.
2. Watch more foreign films.
1. Love.


I'm still working on the 'before I die' list, but you can expect it soon :)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Don't Worry.

It's already 3 days into the 'new' year, and I've yet to make a resolution.
I suppose I could just do what i do every year, and just ignore it.

I don't need to change right? Right? Wrong.
I do. But I can't commit. I know I should change, I want to change, but everytime I try... I fail.

I fail at changing.


And while I may get advice like 'Don't change who you are'.
And while I'd love to actually take, and agree with that advice... you just don't know me like I do.

So, for the first time I'm going to make a resolution, and commit at trying my best to achieve it.

This year: Be Happy.
I'm too tired to deal with this anymore. I'm just too tired.

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