Thursday, October 16, 2008

I don't want 400 babies

Hmm, I wonder is everyone feels this way? Do they feel what I feel? Does their heart skip a beat?Is it every 3rd one like mine?

GAH! I just can't get over everything that's been going on in my life. It's like "POW" Punch in the face with: Excitement, Sadness, Joy, Empty. Suck a contrast in all that I feel. It's just crazy RIDICALUS(intentional spelling error). 
Oasis just came on. It reminds me of high school. More specifically a friend I had in high school. We were close. The kind of close that you wouldn't understand unless you were us. Thinking back, she and I had some great times, and sometimes I wish we had never had this falling out. She had changed, I had changed. We knew it. She was drifting towards love, and I was drifting away from her. I am sad to say her heart was broken, and that is genuine, but all the same, had she not fallen for this guy, I'd never gained one of the best friends I've ever had. So, he brought along another guy, whom without I can't even imagine what my life would be like. And I dun want to.  Then, there's another, who thanks to several classes together ending up being the best sister I've ever had. They're all fantastic men, and I lo'e them so. 
Sometimes, I don't miss our friendship at all.
Watch out for Swe Swe Oo on monday. Careful Hans Hameline, Careful. 
♥b.



2 comments:

evanfrederickmacquarrie said...

that's such a... beautiful encapsulation of it all.
<3

beckyannnnnnn said...

'Tis how I felt. :)

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