I've got the sun in my face.

No music? Wut!? There's always music playing. This is weird. brb.

I don't know what I want to listen to. Maybe Smothered in Hugs? Yes. I could do with a hug.

So, after my "I'm in class" bit, I decided to do an actual post, with a bit of meaning. 

I may be going to Eastern Europe. The only thing right now that makes this a maybe, is I don't know if I'm accepted into the program. The International Student Volunteers Program, which is actually just an amazing opportunity.  To go to a different country, to help them with their problems. To help children, to help bears. Just amazing. And I've always been one who wanted to get out and change the world a little by little. And now, I'm just so unbelievably excited that I'm going to be able to partake in such activities. Just a phenomenal experience

Oh, you're breaking my heart you know? Just into millions of little pieces. I want things to just be perfect for you. I wish I could intervene and make them so. But alas, I am simply a bystander being held away by the police and the 'crime scene' tape. It'll happen one day, you just watch. It will. It may not be exactly what you thought, but it'll happen. And you'll be happy. And if you're happy, I'm happy. But honestly, I wish I could just put everything into it's correct place, so that your puzzle is complete. Sadly some pieces were misplaced. 

*sigh*

Subject change:

I've been sitting here for ... Several hours, drawing trees, trying to think of things to say in this.  And All of got is a sad heart for a friend, and a sweet trip to Eastern Europe. 

I had a slight breakdown last night. A combination with how fed up I am with some people/my fam, and how I really don't like this house anymore, and how sometimes I know you're trying... But you just don't get it. 

I never liked your hair. 

I'm not satisfied until I hold you tight, I love you endlessly.

♥ b,