This morning, the skies were a lovely medley of colours. Greens. Blues. Pinks. Purples. Oranges. It was beautiful. And for a brief second I felt happy. But deep inside me, I felt like something was wrong. And at the current moment, I couldn't put my finger on it. As I let it sit to be pondered the rest of the day, I realized I knew what it was. And now at this precise moment, I choose to keep it to myself.
To a point I can understand. And to a point I can see why. But I really wish you wouldn't. It's driving me crazy. Not so much driving me crazy, as pissing me off. And as much I would like to punch you in the face, there are several obstacles holding me back from doing so. And with that, I'll leave it there.
Part of my doesn't believe a word that comes out of her mouth. But a part of me that feels I should. It's horrible.
I want to try new things. Things I've never done before. Things I'd never imagine of doing before. There's just something in the back of my mind, that wants it. It wants it like a--Like a-- Like a--Well I'm lacking the words to finish this. But it wants it bad.
Sometimes when I freestyle, I lose confidence.
Say what you want, I will not fall.
♥b.
I've buried all the laughter, and I'm walking out the door.
2 comments:
Aw, thanks for following me! Yay! You're in PEI? I travelled East awhile back and I loved PEI. It's so far my favourite summer destination because you can grow peaches there! We can't, where I'm from.
Hey there, thanks for becoming a follower. This comment won't be as long as I desire. I'm in the middle of a messy situation, as well as needing to study.
You're very poetic. I like it.
Well, I hope to chat more soon.
Thank you for your last comment.
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